Nightmares

On this blog I have talked about my sexual abuse. This is another blog about that. At times the worst part of sexual abuse isn’t the act of it. Sometimes it’s the nightmares you have years after about it. I was abused when I was 13, I’m 19 now, it’s been 6 years and last … More Nightmares

2017

Early on in 2017 my mental health was super low, I felt very alone, I felt that no one wanted to spend time with me, so something I did is I marked every single thing I did on my calendar, so heres a very simple breakdown of my 2017. I spent 27 hours doing driving … More 2017

If I could walk back into that sexual abuse interview

Does anyone else play scenarios over in their head? Like things in the past that if you could relive what you’d do differently or what you’d say differently. Recently I’ve been thinking about my sexual abuse interview a lot. Honestly I’ve been thinking about it all the time. I think about how I answered the … More If I could walk back into that sexual abuse interview

Telling my younger sister that her dad is an abuser

This sexual abuse journey is never ending, there’s always something to do or someone to tell, the police, the lawyers, work, family, friends. Finally thinking its over but then 6 months later having to tell people all again because the lease has run up and he has been in contact, telling my friends to be … More Telling my younger sister that her dad is an abuser